SMILE LIKE ME. :DDDDD

2010-10-25T14:56:00.002+08:00

WHAT IS THE FARKING PROBLEM WITH MY BROTHER????
make fun of me still can
but then say my results are like all fail is totally like, excuse me?
i admit my results are not up to standard.
but so?
at least i put in my effort right?
not like i didn't
if i did not put in effort to study, i don't expect good results.

never mind all that.
well,
i am going to show my brother in his face that i can do better than him
even if i got more subjects than him and stuffs.
well, how cares?
i am going to show him who is the one who failed.
not me but him.

sad uh.
wtf is with everything around me.
everything is going wrong. -.-
nothing seems to fit in perfectly.
like everything is misplaced or misfit.
nothing is like fairytale and drama
where everything goes perfectly.
nothing goes wrong.
well...

somehow i figured out that my life is like when i am kayaking.
where when i started is like wobbling and shaking and needed someone to stabilise me.
then when i face a problem is like when i capsized.
needed someone to 'rescue' me up.
get all the problem out of my boat(life)
and i continue my journey.
the wind shall be my obstacle which causes me to take the wrong route.
while the coaches will help me to get back the 'correct' route.

well.
i am pretty sure that is just another imagination of mine.
and nothing is real...

BOO~

2010-10-19T18:00:00.002+08:00

don't you just feel weird when romance steps into your studies?
and your studies start to drop and everything around you is filled with romance and love and stuffs?
well.
i just hate it.
now SA2 had just pass and my results are just... ahem.
so ya
and everything, i realised is about romance.
but anyway i should buck up right?
so ya
HAHAHAH
smile more uh. then happier. :DDDDDDD
so what romance is in the air and stuffs around you is,somehow, is related to romance?
studies shouldn't be affected right?
gonna practise more and ya.
and thats all i guess.
i will write more next time uh. ^^

2010-02-03T18:25:00.002+08:00

i dont noe why i feel super leftout
like i dun fit into the class....
and like my friends are ignoring me....
and my studies are starting to drop.....
is it that i am losing myself too?
like i am going to be not myself?
i really dun noe what to do....
should i dun care about it and carry on wif my life?
or reflect bout it and change myself to fit into the group?

i feel so weird when my friends ignores me...
i feel so weird when i feel that i dun fit into the group...

i dunno whether i can cope wif this....

or maybe all this is me and my stupid brain think out one....
i feel so weird

but anyway this whole thing is bothering me....
should i go for conselling?
or should i talk to my teacher bout this?

maybe this is reall my own stupid brain think out one......
i hate myself....
why must i be born in this world.....
like what my friend had said in chinese:'i am extra'...

LONG TIME NO SEE!!!!

2009-09-13T15:51:00.000+08:00

HEllos....
long time no see.....
miss my own blog sia
nothing to say.
my whole September holiday is packed with remedials and supplementarys sia.
no freedom....
no fun
no nothing!!!!( thats inportant.)

now i am hooked up to facebook!!!
play pet society( which i am sick to it now), resturant city(kinda lame to me) and country story(even lamer than restuarant city....)
but those are to make me fun which i dun find it fun to play with.
now i am speechless.....

i miss those primary 1 feelings
like when you went for the first day of school, your mother or father stands outside the classroom to wait for you for your recess to come to see you.
sometimes you also see some of your classmates crying for their mothers or fathers cause they miss them.

now you grow up liao, you see those you find it that it is very lame. and if you think about it, you had already been through those.
and if you see your own primary 1 pictures you might find it cute or retarded as you carry those big bags at your bag and bump into people.
but that time you dunno how to say sorry, thank you, excuse me and please, is always your parents help you to say and you would look at them with a innocent face.
they always say never mind or nothing happened or dun be scared mum is here with you or all three.
now is the time to repay them too.......
gtg
bye
see next time

2009-03-09T21:14:00.000+08:00

i always forget what is my blog's name sia....
haix
help me.....

Now and then

2008-10-24T14:40:00.000+08:00

Few days ago, something happened to my family...
it was terrible!!
My sister was scolded by my mum, and so was like crying like siao.
the next day she went to school, i thought she is not coming home.
i could not SMS her or call her as my hp was like going crazy and her phone don't know wat happen lahz
then i was like at home crying like crazy.
when she reached home, i asked her everything that i want to know.
i thought that i have lost a family member, a shoulder to cry on, a person to talk to.
but it was a lie to me....

and there are feelings that i feel now...
i feel alone in this dark, cold room.
no one to talk to , no one to lean on.
juz alone...
it felt like i dun have a soul
it is gone,gone for good...
i feel like dying, the air is cold...
My hopes of thing that i have been thinking of ,is gone, gone for good too...
i thought that i was special, will not feel alone....
but it was a lie, a very big lie...
maybe me myself must find it.......

well that was when i had a fight with my brother...
well let's talk about in school.... well nothing to write about that.
so goodbye.
i will be gone for good....

2 nd October 2008

2008-10-02T16:20:00.000+08:00

It has been long that i had blog....
today we celebrated Children's Day.
Mr hairul sang us 3 songs..
He sing very funny and good.
he also gave us presents...
then we were like laughing like crazy....
damn funny...
well nothing to say lehz coz nothing much that make me laugh lehz
byez....
Dream of me....
=DDDDD

22nd September 2008

2008-09-22T16:24:00.000+08:00

Today, Mr Hairul is very pissed off by us
after that we had quarrels and fights
very scarily loh
is like going to die something like this
and then Nigel and Jun Xian got public canning
very heartbreaking lors
but the good thing is that they got put newspaper at the butt there one lahz
or hit down you will die
then i saw this very funny show

damn funny!!!!
and this song is very nice too!!!

Nothing to say lehz
Byes!!!

19th September 2008

2008-09-20T06:11:00.000+08:00

Today, in school....
nothing to say about that thing lahz...
Jun yuan asked us to help him to get Regina back to his hands.
I tried to help,
but he said I busybody...
He very what lehz.
Sad lohs...
then after that rite, we did not talk to each other lehz...
Heartbreaking one lehz
And i found out this song by Miley Cyrus is very nice named 7 things.

7 things - miley cyrus
nothing lehz
byezzz

16th September 2008

2008-09-17T06:58:00.000+08:00

Well, today just created this blog of my.
So not fun one.
Today in school, I was with Geok Hong then we talk about who like who lah.
I know is very lame but we have nothing to do so talk about that lah.
When I was like talking, I was also blushing lo.LOL
After recess, we went back to class for Maths.
The Maths teacher very erms...
I was like falling asleep...
When it was second last period,Geok Hong go tell the person that I like that I like him,
I was like please dun tell him leh...
Very pai sei one leh...
Now he putting a cold shoulder on me...
Haix... Sianx sia...
Dunno wat to do now.
Very bored...
I feel like crying... feel alone...
Very sad loh.
Now I cannot get close to him and understand him better...
I feel like dying!!!!
to cheer myself up, I prepared some jokes for you...

#Jokes of the day#

Ah Beng:I am Proud,coz my son is in Medical College

Friend:Really, wat is he studing?

Ah Beng:No,he id=s not studying,they are studing him.

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Ah Beng:People consider me as a "GOD"

Wife:How do you noe?

Ah Beng:Today, \I went to the Park,everybody said:"Oh GOD,You have come again...

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Ah Beng complained to Police Man:Sir,all items are been stolen,except the television set in my house.

Police Man:How the theif did not take it?

Ah Beng:I was watching TV news...

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Ah Beng comes back to his car and found a note saying"Parking Fine"

He writes a note and sticks it to a pole"Thanks for complement"

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How do you recognize Ah Beng in skool?

He is the one who erasers the note from thebook when teacher erasers the board.

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A girl from Tibet went to ShandHai for a job interview.To test her English,the China boss asked her to form sentences with :green,pink,yello,blue,white,purple and black.

She answered:"I heared phone GREEN,GREEN,then i go PINK up the phone and I answered, saying:YELLOW, BLUES there?WHITE did you say?Oh wrong number,dun PURPLELY disturb people and dun call BLACK, okay?"

Then the Boss said:"You go BLACK now and wait for phone GREEN GREEN."

Very funny lohs.

Nothing to say lehs.

BYE!!!

GREEN GREEN, your phone is GREENING!!